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(no subject) [Jun. 2nd, 2007|06:24 pm]
jess
it is so god damn hot.
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(no subject) [May. 24th, 2007|04:24 pm]
jess
i graduated rcc with a 3.5. i'm pretty proud of myself? idk..i think it's good. new paltz in 3 months! weird.

i have about a week left at hollywood video. i'm not gonna lie, i might miss it a little.

lately i haven't been too happy with myself and my decisions. so starting right now i decided i'm going to make some changes.

today i went to visit justin at work. he looked so cute covered in alginate (or whatever he was using, lol). i really like him. i just hope i didn't mess anything up. i tend to do that.

WHATEVER. i need to cheer up. seriously.
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(no subject) [Apr. 11th, 2007|01:37 pm]
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i really just can't WAIT to go away to school. and i'm totally not in the mood to go to the daycare today. i really love all (well, most) of the kids but ughhh i just don't feel like going. and i've been contemplating it for the past half hour. UGHH.

and this little girl kia was so rude last time. i was sitting with them in the block area and her and sharice had all these dollhouse characters spread out all over the place and they were building a house for them. and so kia looks at me and says "UM can you go awayyyyy?" it really hurt my feelings.

haha whatever that's dumb i know. but it did. i would just rather volunteer at my mom's daycare. but nooo my teacher didn't allow it. of course, now she says that it would've been fine but it's too late now.

or is it?

whatever. i guess i'll just go.
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(no subject) [Apr. 10th, 2007|12:10 pm]
jess
i'm not even kidding when i say i really really hate school.
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(no subject) [Apr. 8th, 2007|02:33 pm]
jess
so it's easter and this morning i went to church with my family minus my sister who had to work. i decided that when i have kids, i'm going to take them to church and they can go to sunday school and join the youth group and all that. because it's a really good experience that i miss being a part of. but only if they want to. i'm not going to be one of those crazy religious moms who forces her kids to do all this church related stuff. but i hope they want to, because all of that stuff is really nice.

i have a lot of school work that i need to do before tuesday and i'm pretty stressed out about it. but not too much, as you can see, because i'm writing in my livejournal instead of doing it...

i'm scared i won't be able to finish it all since i'm working so much and i really only have today to do it and part of tomorrow. oh well. i'm just really not in the mood to do much of anything except sleep. i've been really really tired lately.

we went to lunch with alice and rich, old clients of my moms that we're still good friends with. their son ben used to be in the daycare and the other day during his kindergarten screening they were told that ben might be autistic. it's so crazy though, i just don't believe it at all. besides being very active, there doesn't seem to be anything strange about him. i don't know. he's going for some tests soon so i guess we'll find out.

anddddd what else. i guess nothing really. i might take a nap now. or MAYBE do some homework. but probably not.
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(no subject) [Mar. 7th, 2007|12:15 am]
jess
yesterday gabriel made me a picture. he's this little kid in the rcc daycare. his ears are so large, it's adorable.

i finally applied to college. i've been putting it off for way too long so i decided to "get the ball rolling" or whatever that expression is. i've been kind of down lately. so i'm sort of glad i have a lot of things to keep me busy.

i bought this really adorable work outfit at the mall today. basically it was free due to all the giftcards i had left over from christmas. minus the 45 dollar shirt i got from express. but it was totally worth it. i do have to stop spending money though. i'm pretty broke.

and i'm talking about nonsense things right now that don't really matter, but i think i'm just trying not to think about all the bad stuff that has been going on lately.

whatev. i'm gonna go read running with scissors. what a book.
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(no subject) [Feb. 24th, 2007|10:52 am]
jess
this week is going to be so crazy. i don't even know how i'm going to get everything done that needs to get done. i'm really not looking forward to it.

i finally got the book i need for my online class in "computers and technology: how to use them in the classroom" or whatever it's called. i've been waiting for the school store to receive it for over 2 weeks. so after i received an access code that WASN'T expired, i signed in and it turns out i missed eight chapters. EIGHT CHAPTERS. i know you're supposed to go at your own pace when taking an online class. but i don't think it's a very good idea to fall 8 chapters behind.

i have to make up 2 weeks of work for my applied early childhood development class since i missed last week's class. i have to put in extra hours at the daycare this week since i didn't put in enough last week due to president's day. and holly AND sia quit hollywood video so now i'll probably have to take on extra hours. and it's my mom's birthday on thursday and i want to do something extra special for her but i don't know what and i don't know if i'll have time to do it. this is crazy.

i'm stressed out. and even though i have 6 hours before work, i'm going to do none of this. instead i'm going to the gym and afterwards watching the prestige. because i'm totally not in the mood to do any work.

oh well. cody's home, so that makes me happy. and jess and i had a really nice best friend talk last night, so i went to sleep in a good mood :)
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(no subject) [Dec. 24th, 2006|01:44 am]
jess
it doesn't feel like christmas. i'm too sad and i don't feel well and i'm stressed out and i'm working way too much on xmas eve.
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(no subject) [Nov. 13th, 2006|03:23 pm]
jess
tomorrow i'm going to talk to my advisor about changing my major. i can't study science anymore. i'm not ENJOYING it at all, and i'm definitely not doing well in it. i just wish i dropped out of chemistry when i still had the chance to do it without failing. fuck. now i'm gonna have to bust my ass...and for what? just to keep my gpa up? ugh it's so annoying.

whatever. at least this is the last chemistry i'll ever have to take in my life. hopefully. soon i'll be taking ENGLISH CLASSES again. and i can't freaking wait. i don't really care if people tell me i won't get a job. because you know what? they say that about so many jobs out there, it's so ridiculous. i want to study something that i'm INTERESTED in and that i can SUCCEED at. enough of this chemistry nonsense.

i'm starving and exhausted.
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(no subject) [Nov. 8th, 2006|09:46 am]
jess
UM it's really disgusting outside. and it's putting me in a bad mood. and my mom is just...being herself i guess. i'm really getting sick of it though. she seriously has to chill out and not get so PISSED OFF over every little tiny thing. because it really sucks for the rest of us who have to deal with it.

i'm...upset. i've been pretty down lately, and i'm not really sure why. i wish i knew what i wanted out of life. lately i have just not been motivated to do ANYTHING but sleep, eat, and mope around. i gotta snap out of it cause i'm getting sick of being depressed all the time.
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